But I don't really have many friends here... just lots of really cool acquaintances. Acquaintances are fine... but they can't give you the support you may need when times are rough.
Which is why I really miss Richardson..
Anyways... the "boyfriend drama"
Called him last night to see what was up. I guess he still wants to be with me. I do want to be with him too... but if he's got some lover on the side- why can't I have something on the side?
Exactly. That's one-sided and unfair.
I guess I'll talk to him later about it. I'd rather just be single again. Waaay easier.
So let me give insight to how weekends with him go.
Saturday: I spend most of my day (when the sun's up) getting ready.
He calls when he's outside.
I get in and say hi to anyone who's in the car. Talk and stuff. He always lays his head in my lap or whatever he feels like doing. We might make a couple stops or whatever. If we don't go to 2009 we'll go to his house and watch movies and eat and stuff. Then after all thats over whoever is with us in his house will leave. We might talk for like a little while and then hes ready to get down to business.
Then in the morning hes awake and ready to kind of rush me home asap.
Damn I'm stupid aren't I? It's like I'm a call-girl or something. He doesn't really want anything with me.
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