We Decide To Go Out Walking

Hope time, that we're talking.
You keep me on my toes..
Where did the time go?

Sooo Saturday was great. I mean yess... I did kind of let us go too far, but I was really into Elian. I liked him a lot. And he's a great sexer. Like.....
THE BEST EVER
Perhaps.
Yes. Soo. We drank. I did like five shots and wasn't completely wasted... but I was pretty damn wasted. I remember things though! I just kind of wish I hadn't have had sex with him because I want us to be together and have sex... you know? Like.. uncommited sex isn't for me anymore. So.... I'm not having sex with him again until I'm his girlfriend. And if he doesn't like that... well..

Oh well I guess? That would totally be his loss. I'd be sad, but I can't like put my morals down the toilet just because he doesn't want to commit to me.
That's me being a little smarter about my choices... Except afterwards.. because apparently he was asking me to be his girlfriend Saturday night (he spoke to Briana). But Sunday when he was over here, I was just trying ot make sure, you know? And idk... it just didn't seem right?
Idk. Anyways Jamie says I need to make sure.. of like where we stand. So I will.

Adios!