Love .... Is Supposed To Be A Losing Hand?

Self professed.... profound.
I know you're a gambling man.....
Love...... is a losing hand...

I suppose. My week has absolutely SUCKED up to Thursday afternoon. I mean.. yeah I got into an argument with my mom yesterday about her being hardheaded and wanting to WALK all the way to 75. I said it was waaaay too cold. And that it's not as if I'm not sick at all. So then I called this cab thing and then all of a sudden, LaToya called and wanted to take us to we made a day of it.
Starting with IHOP. Haha.
Sooo my mom's a doll. She paid for my glasses, bought me a cellphone and has given me like sixty bucks. Twenty of which I spent last night. Briana didn't bring adequate money with her to paid for her movie. I ended up paying for the both of us... And its a lot more expensive than going on a Tuesday afternoon.

I'm kind of nervous for tonight though. It's like a total excited nervous though. I really enjoyed Elian's company Thursday night, so it should be pretty nice. I mean I get to get out of the house. Be with a really HOT guy who seems to like me... and drink. So of course it should be cool. I just really hope he doesn't try anything that will tarnish my current views of him. I mean... Thursday, he didn't try anything, I just didn't want to kiss him that much since we don't really know each other that well.
Haha... I kinda feel bad too, because he's paying for the majority of everything. I only have like almost $40 left. Lol.
But yeah, he totally doesn't have to get anything really hard. I mean Mikes Hard Lemonade and Smirnoff would do me in, so it doesn't really matter. Haha drinks are drinks.

THANK GOD ITS THE WEEKEND.
[a four day weekend!]