To my Mom and From my Mom to Me.

Okay... I really need to get this off my chest.
1) I am not you, I won't make the same mistakes.
2) I am 18 and feel like I should get the freedom I deserve because if I don't I won't EVER grow up.

I know what happened whenever you went off and had your fun. Thats why I'm here. But you don't understand (even though for some reason EVERY other adult I know, and even ones that don't know me well, besides Pam sees it) that I'm not a dumb kid. I'm pretty freakin smart, I just don't like to be shut up in the house. That makes me want to break out and just leave. Which of course I've told you I've contemplated before.
When Renata said I could stay with her, she told me her rules.
1 is that she didn't want to come home to unknown people in her house
2 she'd want to know I'm alive most of the time
3 i'd have to have a part time job, etc

And about the job thing, I WAS looking, so I wish you'd stop making me out to be the bad guy that isn't looking for employment.
What happened last night was NOT my fault and I shouldn't be blamed for it. I told you I had nothing to do with it and you even heard him since you spoke to him, he was doing his own damn thing. I told you that. Yet I'm the one being punished. So no, I'm not going to be a happy camper. And no I'm not going to want to talk to you while I'm being punished for something that isn't my fault. Basically, I'm being punished for wanting to be an adult and have fun, because I don't have a car, and because my friend didn't thoroughly understand one o'clock.
So it wasn't my fault. And that's pretty much all I have to say because talking to you wouldn't make any difference whatsoever.

--- On Fri, 8/1/08, Gwendolyn Tyler <gwendolyntyler469@yahoo.com> wrote:
From: Gwendolyn Tyler
Subject: I am through!!!
To: "Erin tyler" <nikki4818@yahoo.com>
Date: Friday, August 1, 2008, 2:20 AM

Erin i want to start this leter of by saying that I love with you with all my heart and soul.. But i am very pissed off at you tonight... i told you when i let you go out tonite I didn't want a repeat of when you went to go see Danity Kane.. But here we are again .. i am up at 2am when i should be sleep getting to get ready for work..Instead I am waiting for you to get hm safely.. Over this summer you have had your fun and not thought about the consequences of your actions when you mess up.. And i have overlooked them so that you wouldn't be mad at me well i am done.. And i don't care whether you get made at me or not.. I know this is your Senior Year and that you are 18!!! But in life there are concesquences to the actions that we do whether it be good or bad.. Anything that I tell you i tell you from the heart and most of the time i have already been through it and i don't want you to go through the same mistakes i had to find out the hard way..