Damn Girlll

Been around the world.... seen a million girls.

This weekend has been ups and downs. But today's been totally down.
I just don't feel like 100%.

Like I shouldn't feel unhappy, but I am. I need to get out of this relationship. I don't think I need the uncertainty... because it doesn't work out positively for me, besides for the sex. Which is all he gets out of it. And the sex makes me thinks he's really in it for the long haul or whatever. And I'm dumb, but not too dumb if I at least realize that I'm probably being used.

And these feelings are up this weekend because it's not the first that he's up and damn disappeared for days.
So I kind of give up. Of course, I won't know if I'm really going to give up until I speak to him.. but..
Yeah.