Am I Fucking Crazy?

Or do I have major anger problems?

[Posted and then deleted from a myspace bulletin]

Maybe I overreacted by yelling (or raising my voice or whatever) at Michael Blanton today, but I refuse to just let some random ass guy who's a total asshole and big bitch ass baby let me feel bad about myself (which he tries to do on an almost daily basis) or my project (today).Which is why I make this bulletin.I let him know what I thought of him.:DJustification's a mofo biaatch.

Resort

Was nice.
Rdy to go home though. Hopefully tomorrow.

AYYYYYYE

Wtf

I give up on trying to get back with him.
I'm gonna string his ass along, make him think I'm gonna take him back,
and then drop him as soon as I get a new one.

Soooo..
I need a boyfriend that's going to be good to me.
Amen.

I'M Tired.

The end.

Ah I'm NOT Doing Well.

He just had to ruin my boring Saturday-Sunday.
Elian texted me to "get over it". And I got all riled up. It just upsets me how much guys get over on me and I don't get that thats all they will ever want with me. I'm so fucking dumb. Srsly.

:)

BIRTHDAY TOMORROW!

Damn Girlll

Been around the world.... seen a million girls.

This weekend has been ups and downs. But today's been totally down.
I just don't feel like 100%.

Like I shouldn't feel unhappy, but I am. I need to get out of this relationship. I don't think I need the uncertainty... because it doesn't work out positively for me, besides for the sex. Which is all he gets out of it. And the sex makes me thinks he's really in it for the long haul or whatever. And I'm dumb, but not too dumb if I at least realize that I'm probably being used.

And these feelings are up this weekend because it's not the first that he's up and damn disappeared for days.
So I kind of give up. Of course, I won't know if I'm really going to give up until I speak to him.. but..
Yeah.