I Was Born.. Long Ago.

Work Quick Sing Slow.
I feel bad.. kinda. I just really am starting to think I'm pretty desperate to replace the emptiness.
& it hurts!!!
Alot!
So I went and hung out with Jon for the first time ever. He's pretty nice and everything, but he's still a little... I guess you could say erotic.
I'm going on a diet. It'll help me feel better.
He did make me feel prettier though.
"You're too pretty to smoke"
"You're so beautiful."
Etc.
He wants to know more about me before he even talks/thinks/whatever about a relationship or whatever.
I've HONESTLY never been in a really real relationship, so I don't know how long that takes.
Maybe two or three more times seeing each other I guess.
But I'm pretty sure we're hanging out again next weekend sometime.
Oh yeyuh. Almost forgot, I also met Steven and Holly. They're cute. Steven's kind of crazy though and they've got three kids.
So Yeah. I don't really know honestly what the heck I'm doing.
I guess we'll just wait it out and see.