Convienences

I don't even know if I spelled that correctly but I know wtf I'm talking about.
I hate when people decide to do things when it's more convienent for them. Isn't that the most retarded thing ever?
I'm sure I probably have done it, and many people do it, but it's really stupid.
Why the hell do I need to be told to get out of my house when my mom thought it was convienent to fuck around?
Wtf is that?
So it's final, I'm getting a job and a car ASAP.
The end.

Te Pienso

Not really haha.
Well I'm waiting for my periodo. It'll be coming soon. I'm just making sure from that rendevouz.
So yeah.

Americans.

I think Americans spend too much time working and not enough time living life.
Was life honestly supposed to be able working all the goddamn time?
Wtf is up with school?
I go for 7 or 8 hours a day and then I've got more schoolwork when I get home just to get a lousy diploma that barely works anywhere anymore.
Damn I hate it here lol.

HarHar

I'm kind of swamped with homework and stuff, but I'll get over it.
Not as mad at my mom anymore, but life is just tiring anyway.
Didn't have internet for almost a whole seven days.
It's horrible lol.
So yeah.
I went on a cita. Fue horrible. Estaba haciendo cosas que no necesita hacer y... yeah.
No se. Pero estoy bien..
Haha he hasn't called or anything since Sunday, so I can't say anything. Not like I would know what to say.
So yepp.
Oh well. Life goes on right? I'll do STUPIDSTUPIDSTUPIDDD lol things and I'll get over them [hopefully].
This weekend?
Lake house. I think anyways.
Soooooooooo
Haha Idk what else to say.
Night?

I Really Do Hate Her Today.

I hate her for everything she's done to me. Everything she's put me through and all because shes a big selfish bitch.
I hate herrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
Soo much.
I'm a fucking teenager who's about to be a freaking adult. I DESERVE to have my own life and go to my OWN FUCKING BIRTHDAY PARTY
omg it's soo frustrating.
I feel like going to my bathroom and drowning myself in the tub.
I need to get out of hereeee.
Really bad.
So I'm asking Renata if she's not busy, if I can stay over her house this weekend.
I cannot stay here. It's either her house, or one of my friends.
But I know that if I stay at her house, I'll be spilling my guts about everything she's been doing.
That includes:
1) Taking the day off work to go "visit" a man she doesn't know.
2) Sending money to some guy she met on the internet in North or South Carolina (I was THERE so I know)
3) Taking all the anger that guy from N. or S. Carolina out on me.

If she's going to have these weird ass relationships with people she doesn't know, I don't want to be around.
So since I barely see her during the week, I need to get out of this fucking house on weekends. I'm tired of being around her.
And by the way, I need to be getting a job soon, because I'm moving out when I turn 18. No, I won't be finished with high school, but I can't stand it here anymore.

I Swerrrrr

If I don't get to go to my OWN birthday party because of my mom..
I'm gonna flip my lid.
And if I flip my lid.
I'm not coming back.

Mom.

Yeah she just told me I couldn't go to my OWN birthday get-together tonight.

What the hell is her problem?
I'm seventeen years old!

Just because okay yes I admit, I'm sorry for coming in at 1130, and "making her stay up late"

Okay CMONNN now.

She stays up every night til basically that time talking on the freaking phone, and I know her a helluva lot better than those assholes.

If I had a seventeen year old daughter I'd definitely let her go out and have lots of fun with her friends on her birthday!

If she continues to say no, I might have to call in reinforcements.

That means Aunt Renata.

She always backs me up when my mom says no to me going somewhere that's not hurting anyone or anything.

And this time I'll remmeber my keys.

So I'm officially banned from the Cinemark on Legacy. For sneaking into an R movie, and lying to the police officer lol about my birthday of all things.

Lol.

I think he let me off because my birthday's today.

So thanks!!

The manager that was all pissy at us was getting really mad. I just kept smiling the whole time. I didnt get mad until we left. I was honestly really pissed. Evan came to get us and he even refunded our tickets since we couldn't.
Anddd wat else?

We went to his house and Steffy started cleaning.. and we went to get his friend Bryan and... yeah.

Tonight was pretty crunk.

Let's hope tomorrow is just as good! Or rather... later today!

Like A Virgin

Lol.
Or a prayer?

Yeah I'm not all too depressed or anything, but Ryan doesn't like me like that.
It's all for the best :) I'm fine though.

Peaceouttttt.

I Didn't Steal Your Boyfriend

Okay thats me and then Miranda, Chenise (you can't see much of her besides her leggie) and Me. :)

I loveee Miranda.

She's gonna get all of us together (me her a friend and ryan)

To Go See a Movie.

That's not Miranda.. it's me Steph and Ryan... but whatever..

I hate that one lol but not becuz of Ryan or Steph..

Anyways... I'm going to go do something productive.

Shoo Doo Doo

If I was your girlfriend......
Haha. Thats sooo applicable to the past couple days.
RYANNNNNN. Man ohhh man!
Three people have told me Me and him would be adorable together.
I think so too.
I've given myself a headache contemplating how i should do my hairr.
I dunno.
But yeah so Maggie said I should ask him if he wants to do something..
And then get his number.
She's so smart.
Sooo yeah.
:)
Peaceoutfolks

Your White Tee Well To Me..

Looks like a nightgown.

Yeah yesterday wasn't that good.
I know my mom went downtown and not to run errands.
She was sleeping with some guy she doesn't know.
I just wish I didnt know and then it wouldn't be that big of a deal.


So yeah.
I'm still tired from not answering all 13 of Gerson's missed calls last night
Haha.

Number One!

Eh Eh Eh!



OMG TODAY WAS GRRR8!
Couldn't have asked for a better day after a really bad one. :)
Ryan (yes this is the same Ryan I liked in the beginning of the year)
walked with me to my locker and we talked and stuff like that.
"Is that your bag or your butt?????!!?!?"
"Haha OMG its my bag!!!"
"Oh.. well no matter, I like big butts. I'm like Sir Mix A-lot."

lol He's interesting.