Ugh

Can I get a little warning?

Whatever. I'm out of here soon. Comeee onnn Dominosssss.

DAMM Nigga She Just Luvvv Me.

Lol. This song is retarded.

I CAN'T FIND MY DAMN BRACELETS. I don't know what I'll do without them. I guess I'll wear other ones until I find them.
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Ugh.

Anyways I just got back from an extra short retreat with Renata and Gma at Renata's. Since Gma's staying there (the divorce)..
Yeah it was good to be away from here.
Interview with Dave from Dominos tomorrow at four!
Wish me luck!

Untraceable.

Was a great movie. That guy was wacko. Crazy. :)

Ummmm this week's been pretty sucktastic.

No job still.

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I've Seen Love Die

Way too many times.

Which has nothing to do with this post, but it just might be true for me.

Ughh. (Btw, no he didn't call back.)

My moms bringing someone over once again....and once again I'm not a happy camper.


And I don't have anyone to talk to.... or that will keep me out of the house for the night.
Times like this make me feel like I have no friends. And that's not a good feeling.

Oh well. Apparently this is going to teach me something? Orrr...... I don't know how the fuck this happening to me repetitively is helping me out. It's pretty dumb. Prettyfuckingdumb.


The fucking end. Bamf.

My Life Is A Walking Exagerration.

I put too many eggs (thoughts) in one basket (one guy) and it's gotten me absolutely noooowhereeee..

BOOOOOOOOOOOOO
BOOOOO.

Lol. Now let's see if he calls me back.

ARFJSNBJKSBF

BLAH.


:( I don't like the waiting game. Nor do I like being so bored that I have to think I'm crazy over this guy that I just met.
I mean I have nothing else to do...
Therefore I look through all his myspace comments and ex gf's comments.


Wowww I'm crazy
But they seemed crazIER.

Lol. Sooooo the next time I see him........ I want to just kind of be like
Soo I mean like whats up? Not like I'm being a speedy gonzales, but do you see this going anywhere? I don't want to get my hopes up lol.
I mean he's really cool so I think he'd understand?

But that might scare him off.
I don't know. I'm kind of a rusher. I rush into things? What if he's wondering the same though?

BSJDFJSBJWBJSJRJWBRJLR :O

Real Woman Needs a Real Man Here's Why.

Now a whole lotta woman needs a whole lot MOREEEE.

:D Big girls u are beautiful!

Haha idk I'm listening to MIKA.

Sooo last night... was pretty fun actually. I got in really late. And umm well... through the game of "I'm thinking...." and his texts last night...or this morning... I think he's got the preliminary signs of liking me?

I hope so, because he's like really cool.
But I've totally been over thinking things. I'm glad we didn't kiss though, unlike him. He said he was kicking himself on his way home because he didn't at least give me one on the cheek.
Hm.

We shall see.

AND NO ZUMIEZ CALL YET :((((((((:(((((:(

He's Way Too Good To Be True.

Nuff said?
Man. The past three-ish hours of my life have been really interesting. And all because of a really great boy?

Idk.

I want to keep my guard up. But.
Whatever, I'm thinking too much.

Adios

Oh I Will Not Be Ashamed!!

Be Ashamed!

Haha I love that commercial.

No ZUMIEZ call yet. :(
Umm today we celebrated Father's Day for Arthur. He and Gma came down. excitinggg.

And ummm Me and Cristian chilled outside Thursday night. Friday morning whatever. He kept joking around about coming over to my house. I'm sure he was joking. Idk.

Summer's fantastic. Me gustaaa me encanta!!!

Yesterday night, Eli came to get me. We were obviously going to drink and fuck. Dumbbbbb!
He got his fill and was ready to leave. Gross? Right. Ya I know whatever. I was like fineee I'll get into something fun for the night. I made him get me a burger and drop me off at my place. I didn't want to stay home because I didn't have to be inside. Sooo I dropped my bag off and went walking and got on my phone. Down the street in the complex there was these kids and I was like omg they're like younggg they go to clark or some shit like that. Wtf everrr. I was scared. Steve was like (he was on the phone with me) don't call them over they might rape u or something. Lol. They didn't. Anyways yeaaah they were cool and I really LIKED the half white half asian kid.
:( Idk if he liked me though.
Oh well !:)

Talk To Me!

Dance With Me!

Haha I'm totally enjoying this summer. Today, Breanne, Viet, Emily and Emily's sister Allison went to Collin Creek to job search and shoppp. And eat.
It wasooooooo enjoyable. I had tons of fun. They're such great people.
This guy from Zumiez (the skater people store to shop in) kind of like made conversation with me and Viet when we went up to pay for her tote, and I thought he was hot so I was like really chill about it, and Breanne and Emily come up and Breanne says I want an application! Lol (just like what I did at Earthbound basically). And he asks if I want one and I'm like.... "ehhhhh...IDK!!! yes!" Haha. So I turned in an application to Zumiez!
And he said he would call and set up an interview time and etc.
:) I'm excited! Hopefully I get it. Unless Briana's terrible job getting skills are rubbing off on me. But I totally think I made a good impression, he was digging me ya know!!!!??!?!!??!?
:D I'm sooo excited about life right now. It's super exciting. :)

OKAY!
Now about yesterday. I was really mad because my mom brought some random guy over. It just pisssed me the fuck off like usual. SO I wanted to leave, and Briana and Leah were going to hang out, like they have been doing, practically all summer (what the fuck ever is what I say haha). And I asked to be invited since I haven't been invited like.... ever. And I went.
Which was fun, but on the downside, like.... was bad at the end because it was BRIANA'S decision to go to Janet's house. Janet ALWAYS basically verbally tortures her about things that I feel strongly about too. Lol SO what the fuck did she expect to happen? She got her damn feelings hurt. Thats her fucking fault.
The end.

Anyways my summer's going great! I just need this job. Really really bad. I'm praying!

I Can Feel The Presurreeee.

Summerrrr's been great so far!

Can't wait to see what else is in store for me!
Me, Britany, Steve, and Steve went to Jasmine's! The hookah bar! It was funnnnnn. :)
And we had a lot of drama b/t Sasha and Sasha's boyfriend's friend. :(
Oh well!
lol I had funn.

But damn those Mexicans.