May 9th

I'ma supermodel and mami see mami.
I'm fat and pretty.
Now if only I could say it with my voice. Haha.
I've been talking to David a lot since I stopped calling Jon.
It's actually not nearly as hard as I made it seem.
Easy, actually.

Can I Buy You A Drank?

I always say I'm going to (or not going to) do something, then I put my trust into play and I do it.
Of course, I'm speaking of having sex with Jon. I don't even want to agree with my memory that I even did it. He's not answering my calls. It's annoying. Really.
When he was over Friday, he refused to let me see his cellphone. I let him see my cellphone even when we weren't even bf/gf...
So I'm like wtf whatever man, that's fucked up. Why not mess around on me like after two months of us being together. I was so closed to ask about "the nerdy girl" on Friday, but I wasn't sure how he would've reacted.
So I'm going to call from my mom's cellphone, and act like everything's fine (as if I really need to take this shit) and once I'm absolutely sure of what I'm going to go..
I'll excute it.

Souhm

He came yesterday.
David wanted me and him to go to his house, I was like hellnaw.
I dunno maybe tonight if I can stand it..
I know what happened so I don't really want to talk about it.
Adios.

He Better Be Coming Tonite.

Nuff Said.

Speaking of The Last Post..

He called me! I didn't give in!
MMMHMMMMMMMMMM. I was so proud of myself.
He was all,
"Why haven't you callllleeeeddd meeeeee?"
Hahahaha. I know right?
This week has been absolutely crazy.
I'll be happy when its over.
There was a huge storm last night. The lights just came back on this morning at like 330 or 4.
Yeaaah I know right? It was loco!
So I'm going to go to sleep or something, I'm tired!

Things Change Soooooo Quickly!!!

I left Jon a msg on Friday saying 'its over'.
Got back with him the next day.
Hardyyy harrr very funny.
But yeah he fell off his arse of a friend's motocross bike. He's too small to be riding one of those things anyway.
:/
Im soo weird. I know right?
YEARBOOKSSS omggg I almost died. I love it so much! I want every blank/autograph page in it absolutely FILLEDDDDD! Srsly!
But yeah back on the other note, I promised I wouldn't call him tonight. Hopefully I keep my promise and like fall asleep or something.
Lol. I'm NOT GIVING UP!
Next thing you know, I'll be apologizing to myself for calling him or something.